beautiful Rodarte ballerina

 i want to see black swan so bad.
                          it's all i think about.

 

 

 Beautiful.
dark.
realistic.
art.
Rodarte.

      
 some days you just need to look at something inspiring.
today i couldnt find anything
so i'mma go drink instead.
xoxox

nut cracker

ballerinas. are. beautiful.
i saw the  nut cracker for the first time last night.
it started off with fat unattractive people singing. and i was deeply alarmed.
and then there dozens and dozens of bratty looking children stumbling accross the stage.
and i instantly regretted not pre drinking for this nightmare.
but then.
this couple. a ballerina couple started to dance
and it was beautiful.
i forgot how horrified i was by children rats prancing around. and fat people singing.
and  preteens wearing thier hair in the most unflattering way.
and instead i just stared.
ballerinas are beautiful. beautiful people
theyre bones show. theyre muscles are defined, their movement is so smooth and beautiful i can only imagine their made of a liquid porcelian
or melted marble. perfectly formed. and meant to be displayed. so classy
the costumes i woud have improved upon a bit. but for a somewhat low budget production i still really enjoyed the outfits the ballerinas were rocking.
it was almost hard to notice the clothes with their perfec bodies so distracting.
ballerinas are a living art
for which i have a much a deeper appreciation.

xmas

christmas is bugging me this year.
it all just seems so religious.
and thats not what christmas is to me. to me christmas is all about the gifts and food.
and drinking.
with your family. it's great and i love it.
but it bothers me, that it is based on a christian holiday.
i dont know. it just makes me feel yucky.
especially the carols.

absence makes the heart grow fonder......

i'm sorry darlings
i know i have been both absent and drab these last few weeks
but that is simply because i work all the time and have no spare time to add meaning and clarity to your lives....
but it'll be both inspired and historical when i do have the time
trust me.
muhahahaha



ps. vistoria secrets fashion show i did find time for... and drinking obviosuly...
but my god.
that show is just such a fantastic mix of beautiful.
my eyes felt assaulted when i had to look at normal poeple.
i still have to avert my eyes politely and quietly thank jesus i dont have ex ray vision when i walk by fatties.
buts thats all for now.
be bad without me xoxoxxox