alcohol, absence truly does make the heart grow fonder.

so i can't drink.
due to my mouth ruining my life.
but thats okay.
because once i can be me again.... feb 3.  i only have to wait 10 days before my full blown alcoholism can take over.
and i can go completely insane.
yes, i will be 19.
and drunk.
and smoking.
and the terrible person that is building momentum within.
like a tazmanian devil.
can finally be unleashed onto the world.
in a wild drunken frenzy.
the whole worlds inivited.
the whole wonderful world.
i'm just chomping at the bit. but i've waited for over eighteen years. so in comparison this last stretch is nothing.
anyways love you alcohol and misbehaving.
we'll be together again soon.

okay mouth.
heal.
right now.
these next few weeks need to fly bye.