Thursday, April 14, 2011

my life line is broken. i know i wont live past thirty

he made me feel i wasnt alone.
well because its a sin, not too.
i dont even have a pink coat.
who cares about these people. theyre so fifties. not very chic.
i have met the most remarkable lady. old money very old.
oh wow, shes so beautiful.
noone is doing anything like you right now, and that in itself is a sign of genius.
be youself. hehe which one?
i would love to work with her, ive never seen a girl with so many problems.
who took the sign down.
the cockible bible.
everyone approach horse, sexually.
i think its always good to get beyond your own expierences.
whos the first boy you made it with?
the hospital? thats very chic.
first boy you ever kissed? fuzzy.
andy was like a little boy, who needed to be taken care of.
oh i didnt notice, but his cock was beautiful.
but edie looks like a boy, a beautiful boy.
well gerard maybe edie doesnt think your cut out for it either.
in the factory you were accepted and even encouraged to be different.
its so much more fun in new york since you showed up.
experiencing life on our own terms.
turning the assembly line into a punch line.
nothing nice i dont think.
known for setting the world on fire. made friends with everybody and anybody.she leaves nothing but good wishes behind.
oh nothing i just think what your doing right now is so fabulous.
well, im not going, i have nothing to wear.
i dont pay attention to what they write, i just measure in inches.
i think your daughters going to be super famous. what would be the value in that mr.warhol?
i was too lazy to change so i just went with it.
the first girl to bring sex appeal to american high society.
no reaction, just standing there, like a stone.
i had to cry for all of them.
you thirsty for a poke? its devine.
children in Connecticut......  can you imagine?
chuck. you really are completely ruthless.
but who was i, a model? that didnt seem to fit either.
i have to go to work sweetheart.
its hard to sit still.
i already stopped wearing underwear. i mean shit. how many more sacrifices do i have to make?
have you ever analyzed things to the degree where you cant tell between whats real and what you made up in your head?
dont be jealous andy, hes nothing like you.
i just think sex is too abstract anyway.
you have to look beyond the obvious, you know?
but inside there, its as empty as your friends soup can.
i can have her say anything you want, she trusts me more then she trusts anyone.
hes devastatingly handsome isnt he?
the artists steals the girls stories. makes a fortune. the girl doesnt get anything.
your an overpaid profit, and im a poor little rich girl.
YOU MISS ME. but you wont say it.

oh cut it out i cant be that mean.
well you have to lose 25 pounds first. shes never going to feed you.
you da boss applesauce.
genius,genius,genius,genius.
your going to hurt that enormous brain of yours with all the thinking you do.
come on man, direct me.
you must be really generous.
your friend is a bloodsucker, you know that?
your so scared of losing everything that doesnt mean anything.
take care of yourself baby.
except that part where she does too many drugs.
you wanta know what tough love is for me james?
i started to scheme about to get drugs.
keep the big sadness at bay.
completely out of control.
the velvet underground, a way of combining music films and art.
edie. divine one. how are you?
the drugs darling the rift raft, they think youve become vulgar.
i hope your happy.
you think i cant function without you? ill be fucking fine.
look at me, look at what you created.
shes such a beautiful girl, but she just wants to be ugly now.
don't go, don't leave me now.
lately, i feel like im going to die.
do you remeber, that girl?
the only reason i went to that class is because of you.
im not saying anyone else is responsible.
i made life decisions. that i regret.
its too hard to care.
its just easy to be detatched.
people will talk about how you changed the world.

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