are you nervous?
do i make you nervous?
well good, because thats the idea. you scare the shit outta people so they dont see how scared you are.
sometimes. really fucking hate what a man i am. innocent boys get hurt in my wake of destruction. and i cant even feel bad. because i dont care.
i would like to care though. guilt could be nothing but good for me. but i just cant seem to stand still long enough for it to hit me.
i dodge it without trying.
maybe i just dont have enough substance.
maybe im just a hologram.
i wonder if people could stick theyre fingers right through were my hearts suppose to be.
the hologram heart weightless. untouchable.
one of those beautiful dangerous things.
but i guess a holograms better than all else.
holograms cant leave a path of destruction for too long.
they cant way down the group with them. they cant cause long term injuries.
they dont need anything else to keep them alive.
theyre independent on theyre own.
love and hate are just interesting extras they understand but cant feel.
the holo girl.
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