Friday, November 12, 2010

addiction



last night got me thinking.
well kind of. mostly last night i just killed my braincells.
but this morning i was thinking.
why. oh why. do addicts fight nature so hard.
for some people being bad is just natural.
drinking to much. passing out.
doing drugs. being rude. skipping meals. being judgemental and basing life on shallow none morals. and fashion
that is what some people call a personality. a life style.
and thats who i am.
and quite frankly it's exhausting trying to be good. and nice.
and i give up.
i'm not fighting it anymore. the claws are coming out
the bottles are being crack. the drugs are being enjoyed. 
the clothes are being bought and the foods being replaced by coffee and aspartame. 
i'm just going to be my amazon wild self and see how things blow up. 


                                       

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