improved reality

Do you ever go to a place and know instantly that you were meant to have discovered it as long time ago?
do you ever enter a room and feel an instant connection to this things around you.
do you ever enter a room and know that you have envisioned it before?

i dont know how else to put that sensation into words.
but for some reason. Whenever i enter a room full of people that are strange to me.
a room full of people that i don't feel like i can read and completely judge within five minutes of meeting i am completely enticed.
this has happened to me twice in the past weeks. which would be very exciting. except each time i am fascinated by a room full of strangers; enticed by how different they are, like
i just want to learn how their lives work, and why their auras feel so different, and why the energy of the room is strange but welcoming to me. where they get their clothes. who inspires their actions, and just basically unravel the mystery and learn from them.
i find strangers very exciting.
anyways. each time i have been in a situation where i can bond with strangers, somebody sketches out and i always have to leave.
it's frustrating.
it's like i will never discover whats at the bottom of the rabbit hole.
I'm not putting it into words well.
but from here on in i am not giving up opportunities to meet these wonderful strangers.
on halloween i went  to a house.
and at this house there was the coolest painting of a tree. it was wonderful because the tree changed with the seasons and the light of day... the creator was an engineer and clearly brilliant.
he also smoked crack.
i would have loved to have befriended just to see how his mind works.
how can somone on crack be that clever? is he so smart he smokes crack just to function with the errors of regular society?
i wish i knew.
thats what i mean. what an interesting stranger.
i would love to learn more.
i feel like life is not going to be up to par until i understand strangers better.
until i can look at complicated people and understand them.
i need to meet the artists, the druggies, the brilliants, the complex, and interesting people.
i feel like i will just be unsatisfied with life until i know someone from every walk of life.
it's hard to put into words.
but basically.
it's time for me to bond with people who are nothing like me.
it's time for an adventure.
i'm sorry i couldnt word this better.
i guess i just want to embark into the unknown.
people need to start getting interesting again.
the only ones worth getting know are the mysteries.
the complex.
and i can never seem to be in the right room at the right time.
i wish i could go back to that crackhouse.
i wish i had the chance to hooka
and i wish i knew why i feel so bonded
to people i don't understand at all.