I wouldn't want to join any club that would want me as a memeber- Groucho Marx

my friend quoted me that the other day.
it's the truest thing i've ever heard.
i generally really don't like people that enjoy my company
but i just love strangers and people i don't know.

or you know like those people you see around but you never really get to know.
it's like some guy likes you and he texts you
and it's depressing
because you just want so badly for him to be someone you could actually like.

like when i see a missed call i'm always blindly wishing its the androgynous man i met at work.
but it never is.
but i'm hoping one day it will be